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Name: Jesse
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Thursday, April 05, 2007

About my Knee!

Sorry I forgot to let everyone know how things are going with my leg. At this point I have been seeing a Physical Therapist, and he just recently released me to go back to work. I have to wear a knee brace, but as long as I'm careful it doesn't really hurt too bad. Thanks for all the prayers, and just for asking how I was doing. I appreciate it! I'm back at working in the evenings for UPS, and am currently going through some STNA classes at a local nursing home. Also I have a student advisory meeting on the 12th of this month about nursing school at a local college. Gotta run! ( Walk ) 


What is Love?

This may seem kind of odd, but I was just doing some reading in 1st Corinthians this morning and ended up in chapter 13. I just started taking some notes on the chapter that's what I wanted to put in my blog today. I guess I think the Lord is trying to teach me some things about my heart as of late and just wanted to share with you guys some of what the Lord is laying on my own heart. So here it is:

I was reading in a book this morning called “Every Man’s Battle”. In it the author speaks of dealing with different men who knew they had problems with impurity, and said that they wanted help, but in reality they were not willing to give up those things that they knew were unhealthy. This is kind of the way that I look at the topic of love! Most men and women in this life know that love is a great and admirable character quality, but are unwilling to change the way they act, think, and function to reflect what they know about it. This chapter starts out “ though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, and have not charity, I am become as sounding brass, or a tinkling cymbal.” There are many people, even in the Church, Myself included, that may be fluent with words at times and know how to say the right things, but in the end all things will be known. If words are spoken just out of vanity and not out of love for the person, or our Lord, then they are worthless and will not last. Even if I have mountain moving faith in the Lord Jesus Christ, if I don’t love, then I am nothing. It doesn’t say that the faith is nothing, but just that “I” am nothing! If I give everything and every penny that I own to the poor and even give my own body, if I don’t love, then I am nothing! What does love look like? I mean what is it really? I think I love people, but do I really?!?! This is what it looks like: Love is having a desire for another’s well-being, safety, or prosperity, to the point that it is willing to suffer itself! Love appears as kindness in a person! Kindness does not always mean that a person is loving, but love will demonstrate itself as kindness. A person that is filled with Love will have no desire to bring glory or honor to him/herself! All the glory and honor go to God, and to others for the achievements that are perceived from our own lives. If a person is filled with love, he will not be easily provoked! Also love does not think anything evil, or wrong! Love rejoices in truth, and in seeing the truth brought out and sought after. Love will never fail! Many things will fail, but a life lived out of love will not turn up void! In verse 11, Paul writes “When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child I thought as a child; but when I became a man I put away childish things.” It’s time to be a man! To leave behind my own desires in life and to live for something a whole lot bigger than myself! To bring glory and honor to the one who has given His life for me, and to make His name and His truth known to the nations. Also to be a light and a witness of His goodness wherever I go and in whatever I do. To Him be praise and glory and honor forever and ever Amen!


Monday, March 19, 2007

God's plans are different than ours!

Well, I thought I would take a second and fill everyone in on what's going on in my life as of late! I guess the biggest thing( and it seems pretty big to me) that's going on right now is I think I have torn a ligament on the inside of my right knee. I went outside yesterday afternoon and was teaching my little brothers how to play soccer. :) To make a long story short, our black lab ended up running full-speed into the outside of my leg causing something to crunch in my knee and now I don't have really any stability there. From my own personal perspective this could not have happened at a worse time since I have just started a new job that I will probably lose, and also have an interview with another one tomorrow. I have a feeling I will probably need surgery but of course at this point I am really praying that I won't. either way, it seems very odd to me that all this has happened right in the midst of everything else going on in my life right now. It's obvious that God is doing something, but I guess I am not exactly sure what. I would greatly appreciate any and all prayers as I begin the long process of going to doctors and figuring out what the next step is. I guess even more so than that I am really praying that the Lord will show me what it is that He desires out of all this. I know that all things work together for the good to them that love the Lord. I guess I will just have to wait and see what the good is that He has in store from all this.


Friday, March 02, 2007

Part-Time Job

 Well, I have numerousthings going on at the same time right now. I am leaving for my part-time job( UPS ) in about 30 minutes. Even though that wasn't exactly what I dreamed of doing when I got home, I do feel like it was a door that the Lord opened and I guess we'll see how it goes from there. Not really a whole lot of direction as far as nursing school goes yet. Well, atleast not positive direction. There have probably been close to 12 different schools that I have looked into and for one reason or another really felt like it was not the right option. Maybe I'm setting my own goals too high, but I don't want to jump into something unless I really know it is the right thing. At this point I am looking at schools a little further away from home since the ones here don't seem to be working and I also have an appointment to talk to a lady this coming week about another! So I guess all in all things are going well. I feel like I am finally getting back into life back here at home and some days it doesn't feel like I was ever gone- except for all of the friends that I made in Texas and will never forget! :) Seth and I have been spending a lot of time the last few days tearing apart one of our old minivans and that has been an adventure! It's so much easier to tear vehicles apart than it is to fix them! Too bad that isn't always the answer. :) Anyway, I better sign off and go get ready for work. Thanks for any and all prayers with this school and job stuff. I feel like they have been answered in many ways, and I am still looking for what the Lord has in store for the future!


Friday, February 02, 2007

Gentleman in Waiting???

I just finished spending the day with my brother Seth splitting wood for our Grandparents. Of course, we weren't just doing it for them, but we also really enjoy splitting wood and like getting outside and staying busy. Since we are both still looking for work it seems the days are getting harder and harder to fill with productive activities. The search for job and school is at something of a stand still at this point. I am waiting on a response from numerous different job applications and also waiting for a letter from a college I just applied to here in the area. I should really know something at the beginning of next week I hope. I have been getting a little bit deeper into the county EMS here and hope to start riding out with them soon so I can start getting use to the rigs up here. Also looking forward to a weekend with some old friends(the Yoders'). That is the Yoders' at the other side of the state. It seems like sometimes the hardest thing in life is the time of waiting, and the unknown! I know it is all for a purpose and that "all things work together for good to them that love God". I am also very thankful for all of the great Godly friends and family that I have encouraging me to keep looking for God's will at this point in my life. Hope everyone has a great weekend as I know I am!   ~Me



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